Xen's Hideout™

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2010-02-22T01:44:00.001+08:00

Just wanted to say, I love you.

Gahhhh.

2010-02-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

May day May day, this blog is going down!

Bye. :D

Christmas Eve.

2009-12-26T00:31:00.004+08:00

Second time joining the Christmas countdown. The last time was two years ago. Went to Gurney to catch a movie with some good ol' friends before the countdown. BODYGUARDS AND ASSASSIN, strongly recommended ;)

This year's Christmas seems to be lacking something. Can't really explain what, but it seems to be lacking something. There's no mood in the whole thing. Year after year, christmas is gradually losing its tendency and meaning to me. I still remember during the first time I went to the countdown, I was so excited that I couldn't even sit still; But this year, I couldn't even bother about it. Heh. 5 secs til' christmas. and so what? It's just another day passing on. I don't know, maybe it's just because of that.

Anyway, glad to meet one of my ol' friends there. although something unhappy happened during that day, it was still a fun day overall ;)

Cheers, and merry christmas.

And also,
Ignorance is Bliss.
Don't bother asking :)

Spluttering.

2009-11-25T19:00:00.003+08:00

I thought that blogs are supposed to be one of the many ways to express yourselves, but I realized that I couldn't bring myself up to talk about my own thoughts, or troubles. There's always something there holding me back, telling me that I shouldn't do so.

Ever since I've lost one of my dearest family member, my grandfather; one of the only ones that I can talk and share my troubles with, I became reluctant to talk with others about my thoughts. Not long after that, I've also cut ties with one of my listener (that was my fault). A month ago, because of one stupid mistake, my only means left to express my thoughts also went boom.

Everyday, I browse through my contact list on phone and looked at every names on my messenger list; I couldn't find anyone whom I can talk to. It's just like the outside world feels so unsafe. Imagine yourself being confined in a small, dark room, without any light passing through.

Couldn't think of anything more to write. Might as well stop. sigh.

...

*Who could've been that ray of light?*

SPM

2009-11-20T20:52:00.005+08:00

It seems that I hadn't been regularly updating my blog. Any reason that I give here might ultimately end up as an excuse of just being lazy, but who cares. I'm lazy, and everyone knows it.

3rd day since SPM has started. I don't even know why I tried to take this exam as an optional choice in the first place. Well, I think only for the English 1119 exam. It's the only subject that's worth the time after all.

Exams are being held at SMK Padang Polo, girls school(might not be that bad after all). We had so much free time between exams that we could actually take a trip to Gurney Plaza to have a lunch, back and forth.

Guess I don't have that much of a thing to say anyway. This picture was taken just outside of Padang Polo. Panning technique used. Click on the photo for a larger preview.

Not sure what car is this, a Proton-omake maybe?

That's it for today. Wish me luck in my exam :)

Just some random thoughts.

2009-11-08T21:42:00.005+08:00

Shang Wu Fest 2009

2009-10-11T21:33:00.003+08:00

Our primary school organized a food and fun fair in order to raise funds for the school. Many who graduated went back to help and have fun.

As usual, let the photos do the talking. (Didn't have time to arrange the photos, so they're in random order. Sorry!)

The link to the other photos that are not shown here:
Facebook Album

2009-09-25T23:52:00.006+08:00

Memories, past;
Truth - and reality.

Years after, Still..

I can just say, I can't forget about you. Sorry.
Ignore this, and let's act that we do not know each other anymore. Well, it's no difference in the past.

There's something similiar in your phone too. Good job deleting it.

Funny Vader Performance

2009-09-01T20:00:00.002+08:00

For those who missed out the video link on Facebook yesterday, here it is!
Make your day better with this ;3

First HDR

2009-09-01T16:30:00.003+08:00

First HDR
Originally uploaded by Xen-|

First photo to be edited using the HDR technique. Comments are welcomed ;3

Note: Click on the photo for a larger view.

Kids.

2009-08-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

You know, it's always hard to get some photograph on kids, without getting your lens or camera smeared/smacked. (Well, they don't know how precious it is.)

Went to Shang Wu Primary School yesterday on Sunday for the 999 Emergency Rescue's Talk. It's mostly about how to handle accidents, doing first aids and putting out fire.

Never mind about that, that wasn't the point of this topic. It's these two small guys.

Two little kids from Shang Wu, first year. (Sorry, forgot your names.)

Seeing how bored are they as I am, they gladly let me to take some photos for them, with the price of two packets of watermelon juice. (ROFL.)

Here's a series of the photograph, and as usual, the rest can be found on the Facebook Album.

Facebook Album:
---> Click Here! <---

Examination starts tomorrow. Good luck to all of you ;)

Sigma 30mm f1.4

2009-07-27T23:24:00.003+08:00

Finally, an opportunity to buy a new lens. This time, it's a third party lens made by Sigma, 30mm f1.4, as known as fast lens/low light lens. Bought this baby for around RM1,700. Man, I punched a hole in my pocket myself.

Some test shots included here, but more can be viewed in the Facebook Album. All photos are non-edited and copyrighted.

Facebook Album:
Exploring Penang

Sports Day

2009-07-22T23:31:00.003+08:00

Wolverine.

Exactly One and a half month since I last updated my blog.

Is it dead? Yes, it was, but revived(?), yet again.

In the courtesy of the great Xen, I hereby present you the long awaited, new post.

Yesterday and today was the Inter Chung Ling Sports Day. As usual, I volunteered to take photos for the event. Didn't thought that it'll be so tiring the entire way. Anyway, here's some photos for the event:

The rest of the photos can be viewed via my Facebook Profile Album:
Sports Day - 1st Day
Sports Day - 2nd Day

Youth Park + Botanical Garden

2009-06-09T20:17:00.003+08:00

Went to Youth Park and Botanical Garden for a morning walk and photo-shooting session.

Lazy to reupload the whole thing again, so I'll just post a few views and the link to the whole album.

Here's the album link:
Facebook Album

未取名之短篇故事

2009-06-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

高中的生活, 果然是其悶無比的.
每天面對著同樣的老師, 同樣的課本, 同樣的環境.
不同的就只有那成績, 就好像橡皮筋似的, 你越想把它拉上, 它就彈得越下.

下課鐘聲響了.
這時, 走廊那里來了一聲巨響; 不用說, 一定是肥魚又再跌倒了.
往窗口出去一看; 哈, 我果然沒猜錯!
為什么要叫他肥魚?
他的名字是余明利. 其實他並不肥, 不過他那種有點胖的身材加上他那圓圓的臉, 讓人看到他會忍不住想笑. 沒叫他小叮當已經很給他臉了.

『誒，瘋子，等下要去打撞球嗎？』
「不了, 等下還得留在學校呢。」
『留下來干嘛？看女生啊？』
「幹！你以為我像你這么變態啊？」
『要不然是做什么啊？』
「還不是那花瓶說我數學成績太差，叫我留堂做練習，他會過來監視。趕得及等下我會去找你。」
『哦，那你慢慢吧！』

唉，果然真的是朋友。掰掰都不說一聲就走了。詛咒他樓梯口再跌一次！
“碰碰！”　緊接下來的是一陣痛苦的叫聲。。算了，當我沒說過。

我的名字是徐風。為什么我的朋友們都會叫我瘋子？就因為我在初三的時候曾經想向另一個班的女生告白，趁著午休時拿著一束花到她的班前等了半個鐘，然后她朋友就忍不住笑來跟我說她今天因為生病沒來學校。

「他媽的！」每次想起這件事的時候，我都會忍不住罵這句話。
『嗯？』腦袋用花瓶做的老師看著我。『你剛剛說了什么啊？』
「不，不，沒什么。」我盡快繼續低頭苦干。

過了２小時，習題總算做完了。收拾好書包，第一件事情就是沖出校門，到撞球間去找肥魚。
在校門口，我不小心踩到東西摔了個跤，把前面的一個女同學給撲倒了，我整個人就壓在她的身上。

看到她的臉，我嚇呆了。

是她。

「和她緊密接觸的感覺，真的難以形容。」
『。。你果然是變態。』

Gotong-Royong - Part Two ;3

2009-06-06T08:49:00.007+08:00

2nd Day of Gotong-Royong. As expected, more people had came; although we seemed to be playing around the whole day though.

This is how we handle things that we don't need.

Now that's a nice way to do it.
Yee Ting got too worked up and is still trying to smash the whole thing up.

Nevermind about him, since he's an idiot (duh!) ;P

The process of cleaning up.

Wan Chen got "hancock-ed"!

The "Miss LengLui" doing her pose ;3

Group Photo.

Having fun after cleaning.

Gotong-Royong - Part One ;3

2009-06-04T21:13:00.004+08:00

Finally back to english ;3

Primary School friends had planned for a holiday cleaning @ Shang Wu Primary School this Thursday and Friday.

Darn, although the school is so close to my house, I've rarely been back inside here. Well anyway, it's been so long of a time since I had a last reunion with 'em.

The gathering time was 8pm, but I arrived 'round 11pm 'cuz of tuition. Hardworking ain't I ;)

What I'd expect is bunch and bunch of people being there, helping with the cleaning around the school; Too bad none of my expectations will ever come true. Almost only half who promised to come had shown up.

Something we found while cleaning.

Kid's Nemesis? ;3

Chin Tatt broke the sweeper and we decided to take a photo for evidence.

Poor Thing, R.I.P

Water Splashing Bonanza!

I'm just being too lazy to describe how the whole thing works today, so I'll leave it for tomorrow's part.

Coming Next, Gotong-Royong Part 2 =3

愛上妳的第118天.

2009-06-02T21:57:00.001+08:00

Taken at school.

假期

2009-05-31T12:16:00.003+08:00

考完試了, 假期也來臨了.

昨天早上跑到了學校去做啟程生活營的自由攝影.
自由攝影, 別看它這個字眼看起來很酷, 很帥; 說到底還是隨便亂拍而已.
開幕典禮的時候拍了頒發紀念品和全體大合照的照片.

那些記者還真夠力, 自己拍照拍不好, 又要擋著人家的角度.
更機車的是, 他看你們的照片比較好看, 還想要你把那些照片寄給他.
更摩托車的是, 記者招待會的照片, 他跟你說五塊錢一張.
記者們互相交換照片, 跑到那里都可見.
記者們向學生買照片, 鐘靈獨中才能見.

最近收到了一封郵件, 是關于被邀請到澳洲參加攝影工作室, 為期三個月.
三個月, 雖然不是一段很長的時間, 但學校畢竟還是學校, 不可能有辦法申請到三個月的事假. 就算申請得到, 也沒辦法跟上學業.
我得到的結論就是, 如果我要去參加這個工作室, 我就必須退學.

*理想, 還是夢想?*

愛上妳的第114天.

The Law Of Studying

2009-05-27T20:16:00.003+08:00

Study = No Fail ------- ( 1 )
No Study = Fail ------- ( 2 )

(1) + (2),
Study + No Study = No Fail + Fail

(Take Study Out),
Study ( 1 + No ) = Fail ( 1 + No )

Hence,
Study = Fail

Let us all sleep ;)

愛上妳的第110天.

Flute + Beatbox Hybrid | a.k.a | Flutebox

2009-05-27T17:07:00.006+08:00

Was surfing around the net when I first saw this.

Two amazing premier beatboxers from UK, London.

It's amazing that someone could do beatbox while playing on the flute. It's just simply amazing!

Now to prepare your mind for what you're about to witness, imagine a hybrid of beatboxing, flute playing, and vocals all wrapped up in one. Check it out!

愛上妳的第110天.

生活

2009-05-23T13:18:00.003+08:00

攝影, 總是會為人帶來一種特別的感覺.
拍得好呢, 成就感會特別強.
"如果拍不好呢?"
...別提了.

人, 是活著的.
"為什么人一定是活著的?"
"因為死了就叫死人."
..我要被打了.

回到正題.

人, 是活著的.
每個人都以不同的目標, 理想而活.
朝向不同的目標, 每個人都有不同的方向.
理想, 就像一座山的山頂.
想要達到自己心目中的理想, 就必須征服那座山.
一些人, 在路途上遇到了障礙, 就不想繼續往上爬, 找個落腳點就算了.

一些人, 爬到一半, 發現自己當初選擇的并不是自己想要的.
一部分人覺得既然已經這樣努力了, 就不管三七二十一繼續爬.
這些人, 絕大部份的人都失敗了; 有一小部分就很僥幸的到達了目標.
但是達到目標的那些人, 會為了他們在自己沒興趣的東西上下的苦工而感到高興嗎?
如果是我, 我不會.

這時, 一部分人選擇放棄, 就下了山, 尋找最適合自己的山, 再繼續往上爬.
下了山再爬另一座山, 腳步難免會比人家慢了點;
但是, 如果是自己選擇的路;
是追得回的.

我自己曾經有很多路想走.
小時候, 發現電腦很有趣, 就想學多點.
大了點, 發現電腦游戲很好玩, 也想學Programming.
CG設計, 鋼琴, 攝影也慢慢的加入了我的生活.

基于父親的職業, 我以前的理想都偏向于電子設計.
小時候的理想, 是想做一個修電腦的員工.
大了點的理想, 就是做修電腦的員工的老大.

到后來, 我才發覺;
原來, 這世界不止一條路可以走.

我個人并不喜歡被約束的生活.
每天面對著同樣的東西, 同樣的事務.
現在, 我改變了我自己的理想.

不受任何人的影響, 自己所發覺到自己想要的東西.

Freelance Photographer, Designer.
自由攝影/設計師.

愛上妳的第106天.

2009-05-23T13:15:00.001+08:00

雖然遲了一天上來, 但總算錄好了.

歌名: 第105天
作者: PianoBoy
彈奏者: Xen

愛上妳的第106天.

Fort Cornwallis之旅

2009-05-18T23:24:00.003+08:00

為了參加即將截止的全校攝影比賽, 我和老克決定在檳城尋找適合攝影的文化遺產.

問題來了.
"誒, 膺啟, 先去韓江一趟, 跟嘉欣的媽媽拿Camera."
"不是校長拿著咩?"
"因為我們太遲了, 校長早就^%$&*%$&*%"
"..."

就這樣, 我們就專程到韓江去走一趟了.

韓江嘛, 還算不錯, 至少還有女生看.
先把女生們放在一邊了, 照相機要緊.
到了韓江的小雜貨店.
看了看, 怎么有個人挺面熟的?
魚.
有條魚, 正往我們的方向游來.

魚:"誒, 你們要去哪里啊?"
克:"去拍照咯, 那個比賽的啦."
魚:"哎呀, 反正你們有去, 順便幫我拍一張啦!"
克:"拍到再給你吧~"

當然, 我們完全沒有打算要幫她拍照.

Xen:"誒, 這水多少錢?"
安娣:"一塊錢. 要嗎?"
Xen:"唔, 就來一杯吧!"

來了.

魚:"Auntie, 這杯水不用算他們錢啦, 反正他們要幫我拍照的!"

..
就這樣, 我們多了一個競爭對手.

先別聊這些了.

回到正題,
這個地方, 就是我們出發的第一站!
FORT CORNWALLIS!

..放錯圖片了. 接下來是真的了~

Fort Cornwallis

Fort Cornwallis is an old star-shaped fort located on the northeastern coast of Penang, Malaysia. It is named after the late 18th century Governor-General of Bengal, India, Charles Cornwallis, 1st Marquess Cornwallis. Fort Cornwallis is the largest standing fort in Malaysia.

Captain Sir Charles Light took possession of the island from the Sultan of Kedah in 1786 and built the original fort with a nibong (Malay: palm trunk) stockade with no permanent structures, covering an area of 417.6 square feet (38.80 m²).

In 1804, Indian convict labour rebuilt the fort with bricks and stones during Colonel R.T. Farquhar’s term as Governor of Penang. Fort Cornwallis was later completed in 1810 during Norman Macalister’s term as Governor of Penang at the cost of $80,000. The fort was intended as a defense against the pirates , Kedah, and the French because of the Napoleonic Wars. A moat 9 meters wide by 2 meters deep once surrounded the fort but it was filled in in the 1920s due to a malaria outbreak in the area.

The Chapel at Fort Cornwallis was built in 1799 on the southwest bastion. It is the earliest roofed structure surviving in Penang from the colonial era. The first recorded marriage here took place that same year when John Timmers married Martina Rozells, the widow of Francis Light.

Even though the fort was originally built for the Royal artillery troops and the military, its function, historically, was more administrative than defensive. For example, the judge of the Supreme Court of Penang, Sir Edmond Stanley, was first housed at Fort Cornwallis when the court opened on 31 May, 1808.

In its entire history, the fort had never engaged in any battle. Apart from being used for the British Royal artillery troops, the fort was once occupied by the Sikh Police of the Straits Settlements during the 1920s. -- 摘自Wikipedia

Seri Rambai Cannon - ~~小叮當無敵炮臺~~ 外觀

這里面真的是壯觀的不得了. 有時間的人建議你們去捐3塊錢進入里面去看看;
包你不后悔 ;)

Chapel of Fort Cornwallis

這是在城堡里面的教堂. 聽說第一個在這教堂里成婚的是John Timmers 與 Martina Rozells, Francis Light死后的寡婦.
謝于某些無聊沒事做的人, 把里面的空調給弄壞了, 根本就是人間地獄, 不宜久留.

這是在Fort Cornwallis遺留下來最大的大炮, Seri Rambai Cannon.

接下來就是城堡的寫真集.

British Camp Site Model

Cannons Viewed From Outside

這是在城堡外面拍到的, 檳城最古老的教堂.

雖然還有去到其他地方, 但還是先寫到這里吧.
畢竟時間不早了.

在這里預祝朋友們考試順利. ;)

愛上妳的第102天.

AirAsia, 向來都是最白癡的選擇

2009-05-13T21:38:00.005+08:00

AirAsia的壞處, 不用我說, 大家都知道.

自稱為馬來西亞售票最便宜的航空公司(其實不為), 不但航空服務差勁, 工作人員提供服務的態度也一樣差勁.

航班延機, 不像空姐的空姐, 在飛機上看漫畫的服務生; 這些都是AirAsia的特征.

這些問題還是次要的.

重頭戲來了.

AirAsia 的服務提供客戶們在網絡上檢查資料的方便.
只要你有訂購機票, 你的資料記錄就會被登記在系統內, 然后傳上網路Server.
當然, 不只是你自己的.

AirAsia完全沒有保全客戶的個人資料. 就算在網絡上面隨便點擊, 都可以發現到自己的個人資料在網絡上滿天飛. 而且, 是每個人都能公開看見的.

名字, 地址, 電話, IC號碼, 電郵, 機票資料等等, 都可以在網上找到; 就只差了個信用卡代碼.

"The privacy of customers will be taken as priority. We will ensure that the information and details of our customers are kept confidential." 以上摘自AirAsia官方網站.

有做到嗎?

我不知道.

考試

2009-05-11T20:22:00.002+08:00

國文Lisan; 一個讓人頭痛無比的科目.

要準備好一個5分鐘的稿, 讓老師修改, 再抽出重點, 再背背背. 很好!
要找稿, 卻又不知道哪一種合適.
嗯, 口渴了.
去倒杯橙汁來喝.
媽的, 這橙汁怎么那么難喝?
算了, 放在一旁; 等另一個饞嘴的人去喝它. (我很惡的)

考試即將來臨. 下星期, 就是噩夢的第一天.
而我, 卻還坐在電腦前面.
不是坐在電腦前面玩, 而是在電腦前面K書.
為什么要在電腦前面K?
因為電腦里有個東西叫網絡, 網絡里面有個東西叫MSN, MSN里有個人叫頭牛;
因他本人意愿, 名字不方便在此透露.
他是我個人的全科導師; 問他什么, 他都會.
為什么叫他牛? 因為他很屌, 而且internet也時常斷線.

我:"誒, 這題數學怎么解?"
牛:"你白癡哦? 這樣簡單都不會解?"
我:"我是白癡那你是白目? 到底幫不幫啊?"
牛:"好好, 等一下~"

有時候到最后關頭時, 就會出現這種東西:

...算了.
先喝口水.

..這橙汁怎么那么難喝?

閑談

2009-05-10T20:55:00.004+08:00

很想念和朋友出去逛街那些日子.
一起瘋, 一起鬧.
很久沒有渡過那些日子了.
今天, 終于有得外出了.
但并不是跟朋友們.

一大早, 就被叔叔吵醒.
他說昨天定了Star Trek的票, 問我要不要去看戲.
這時我開始覺得奇怪;
Star Trek連續劇不是做完了嗎? 還有什么好做的哦?
我問他, 他就說看了就會知道.
反正我在家閑著沒事做, 出去一下也無妨.
再想想, 朋友借我看的書也差不多看完了.
可以去買藤井樹的書, 順便買幾個書簽.
結果, 早上10點就被拉去Gurney了.

10.30到了Gurney, 那時候才剛剛好要開始售票.
"誒, 戲幾點開場的?"
"12.15."
"...."

他媽的, 那我們這么早來, 是來賣燒鴨飯的哦?
算了, 既然來了, 當然不枉到處去走一趟.
久違了的Gurney, 還是沒什么改變.

走完了一趟, 吃完了飯, 就跟堂哥到Toys 'R Us 看一看. 他說想要看一看正版的Rubik's Cube. (因為正版的會有說明書, 教你怎么解, 而他不會.)
找了半天, 終于找到了. 但是購買它的念頭在看了價格欄之后就打消了.
RM79.90.
對,七十九塊九十分.
同等于我一個星期的吃飯錢.
一個3x3的四方塊, 可以賣到這種價錢.
那我去做一個4x4的四方塊, 不就可以買RM99.90?
結果, 我猜對了.
沒想到他們跟我一樣聰明, 下面也有賣4x4的.
價錢: RM98.90.
算了, 我高估它了.
那個店員問我們是不是有興趣時, 我們翻了他個白眼, 就直接走掉了.

既然來到了Gurney, 也不枉到CYC娛樂中心走一趟.
萬萬沒想到, 那個十年不變的CYC, 竟然會裝了新的一臺游戲機.
Rambo. 新的雙人射擊游戲.
換了兩塊錢游戲幣, 就直接投進去玩了.

沒想到, 這個游戲還挺容易玩的.
連王都好像豬仔這樣容易殺.
但我萬萬跟沒想到, 會有一個比那個王更豬的人在我旁邊投進了兩個游戲幣.
那條友加入不到5分鐘, 我們兩個雙雙都被KO了.
看看手表, 12.00.
算了, 還有15分鐘就開場了.
這15分鐘的東西就不寫了吧, 在寫下去就會被打了.

原來, 這一部Star Trek的電影是連續劇的前傳.
但是, 應該沒什么人會注意到這是前傳, 只知道它很好看.
嗯, 很好看.
CG美極了. 連故事的連續性也沒斷掉.
最棒的還是那個作者. 在寫一個時光交叉的故事的時候, 竟然完全沒有矛盾的地方.
這部戲也加入了許多連續劇里不曾有的戲份: 搞笑戲份.
想知道關于故事的Storyline的人, 請游覽: http://qiqimichiyo.blogspot.com

看完了戲, 2.30了.
走了下來, 剛好有DSLR-相機展覽會. 既然有這樣的機會, 也不妨去看一看.
新的Series: EOS500D.
價錢也蠻新的, RM3300.
等我存好錢, 一定跟他血拼殺價.
到McD解決完午餐, 叔叔他們到MPH去看書, 而我就到大眾書局走一趟.
找到了藤井樹的書, 就隨便抽兩本沒看過的出來.
看了看價錢, 就放回其中一本.
大眾書局嘛, 書是賣給大眾的, 但價錢可不是大眾能負擔的.
下次想買小說, 請到"天下漫畫書局"購買.
不直價錢便宜, 還有得買一送一.

接著呢? 當然是回家繼續睡覺了.

*我忘了買書簽.*

2009-04-26T22:47:00.003+08:00

晚上10.28 :
老爸進來, 叫我上去跟他一起討論數學. 我說, 等我五分鐘, 把東西做完先;

晚上10.31 :
老爸再度走進來, 跟我說他已經等了十分鐘.
進來, 就坐在椅子上, 說了說, 說完了就罵.

晚上10.41 :
訓話完畢.
他走掉的時候, 我很想跟他說: "如果你剛剛沒罵的話, 我已經早關掉電腦, 在樓上做數學13分鐘了."

我沒說出口.

小说

2009-04-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

最近看了些短篇文章, 发现原来看着一行行的文字, 某种道义来说, 也是一种兴趣. 慢慢的, 开始寻找一些文章或小说来阅读已经是我生活中的一部分.

"Hey, lend me some of your novels written by Hiyawu."
"No."
"Why?"
"Because the sky is so high?" (Rofl.)

这是我跟班上其中一只猫借书时, 他给我的回答. tmd, 借你一本书要你命咩? 算了, 书是他的, 他也有不借的权利; 还好找到了另一个朋友借我, 先谢谢他了 ;)

看着桌上的书, 我顿时有了一个想法;
是时候买几个书签了.

2009-04-21T22:44:00.001+08:00

I'm tired of this. Nothing matters now.

2009-04-19T23:08:00.003+08:00

Went to school this morning, with high expectations that most of the committees would come for the "gotong-royong" of the orchestra room. I suspected that most of my expectations will come out exactly incorrect, and so it did. 9 out of 18 committees came, and yes, a fine absent rate of 50.00000%.

Great. Now we're forced to do the cleaning and re-positioning ourselves. Few bruises here and there, but not as serious as our Mr. Tall, who hit his own hand on the same spot for three times. (wait, maybe not; as he could still L4D for the rest of the day in the cyber-cafe ;) )

Didn't know that there was so much thing to do. Re-arranging the scores, smashing the cabinets, going crazy on ourselves etc. Took a whopping 5 hours to complete these tasks, which could be completed faster, if not for those experienced pilots.

Next.

I lost my camera. wuttaheck. Gone since last week, and still no luck at finding it. Now I'm getting myself involved in some serious shit =/ (Trouble trouble, and more trouble.)

Guess I'll need to save some my allowance or find some good businesses to buy a new DSLR camera.

Maybe a small advertisement here:
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Untitled

2009-04-15T19:19:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since I had posted on this blog. I just couldn't bring myself up to write anything. Just being plain lazy (lol ;P)

3rd day of the MSSPP Basketball competition. Surprisingly, Our school nearly had a perfect score. Attached below is the results of our school for today.

Sri Pinang 5 - Chung Ling Private 77

I couldn't bring myself to believe it when I saw the results. It must have been humiliating for the Sri Pinang team. Well, great job by CLPHS though ;P

A lil' happy bday to our dear friend En Xung a.k.a Mrs. Ng!
Gratz ;)

报考SPM

2009-03-30T17:23:00.004+08:00

今天, 我们班上几个冬瓜签了早退证书, 到港口的教育局那边去报考SPM. 为什么要由我们自己来报考呢? 最大的原因是, 因为我们并没有上SPM的课程, 学校怕我们的SPM考试成绩影响到学校的及格率, 所以叫我们以私人报考生的名义去报考.

大概十一点半, 我们就到那边了. 去到里面, 要交borang给那个官员检查看有什么错误时, 那个官员竟然叫我们先准备好信封和Kiriman Wang(邮钱)才拿给他检查. Tmd, 如果钱给了他才检查的话, 出问题他负责咩? 算了, 到楼下的邮政局去买邮钱和邮票. 买邮钱的时候, 我们拼命填错, 一直拿新的表格, 差不多浪费了十多张. 最好笑的是, 老克竟然填错数字.
他borang那边填着RM153, 但是他觉得是错的, 就多此一举地重新算了一遍, 少算两个50sen. 结果, 又浪费RM2手续费去买RM1的邮钱. 那时候真的是全场爆笑呢, 连那个邮政局员看到了都忍不住笑起来.

要回去交borang时, 他那边放一个牌说 "Waktu Rehat 1pm - 2pm". 唉, 只好先去吃午餐了. 出来时, 又看到一个经典画面. 一个公共垃圾桶烧了起来! 过几分钟, 就有guard拿灭火器过来灭火了. 可惜当时烟雾太大, 拍不出照片来. 大概是有人抽了烟没灭掉就丢进去, 弄到里面的易燃物烧起来. 天啊, 整个垃圾桶都烧焦了 ==

到了两点, 拿borang回去交, 过了一些手续, 终于可以回家了.

伤感

2009-03-26T20:36:00.005+08:00

上网一半, 发现到了这首曲子. 虽然不是第一次听到, 不过没想到o2mania也会有人编写这首曲子, 忍不住就下载下来玩玩. 不错, 挺有难度.

这首曲子, 不知道是被施了魔法还是什么, 一开始玩, 一股感觉就冲上来了. 胸口纳闷起来, 脑子里也想着一些东西, 一些回忆也浮现出来了. 这种感觉, 一时分辨不出来叫什么. 想了一会, 想到了. 这感觉, 叫做伤感. 回忆, 一些是美好的, 但浮现出来的, 却是我埋藏在心里, 心灵深处不想挖出的回忆. 不管是什么曲子, 都难以让我真正地理解其内的含义. 然而, 这首曲子, 却在短短的三分钟内, 勾起了很多伤心的回忆; 那旋律, 在我脑海中, 抛不开. 曲子接近尾声时, 眼泪也不由自主地流了下来.

伤心的原因, 十之八九离不开"情"这个字. 一直以来不想去想的东西, 渐渐地跑了出来.

虽然有些人可能听过这首曲子, 但是还是想放上来和大家分享:

The truth that you leave - Superpiano

Friendship

2009-03-24T20:25:00.004+08:00

Raining, it's always been raining these days. The sound of the raindrop dripping brings uneasiness, for some reason. Opened a new private blog, without anyone invited, and never intend to. Let's get back to the post before we drift away.

Friends. Best Friends. Friendship. What does it really mean? What does it mean by being a friend? What does it take to be a good friend? How can we be one's best friend? Friendship, is it really that easy to create a bond between people?

To me, friends doesn't really mean much to me, but best friends could really cause an impact on me. Naturally, I consider all of my friends as best friends. Well, until the time I realized that I couldn't really share my real thoughts with most of my so-called 'friends'. It's then when I found the crucifying, yet realistic line of
separation between friends and true friends.

I consider a few of my friends as my TRUE friends. But for some reason, I couldn't understand them, nor do I have the chance to understand them, as they doesn't really want to open up themselves, at least not to me. They might share their happiness with you, but doesn't really say it out loud when they have problems, which is what I thought as the most important thing about friends.

Best friends who wouldn't share their utmost thoughts with you. Best friends who wouldn't be around you when you're feeling down. Best friends that you think that you couldn't share your thoughts with them. Best friends that you think is not trustworthy enough. Are they really our best friends?

I don't care how people comment me about my point of view against this topic, nor do I care about how people see me. True friends. They might really exist, but maybe just not soon enough, yet.

When will the rain finally stop?

The Last Day

2009-03-12T22:28:00.004+08:00

虽然题目是英文的,但为了一些看不懂英文的傻瓜朋友着想,最后还是决定了用华文写. 而且我也发现,用华文写的文章总是会有比较多的留言.

明天,就是考试的最后一天.紧接着来,就是一个短暂的假期. 虽然说假期是让人放松下来的, 但是在这个小小的假期里, 却包容了许许多多的计划. 华乐团练习/演出, 班歌练习, 钢琴练习, 补习等等, 就足够把八成的时间都烧掉了. 但是, 我还是感觉到庆幸; 至少我的假期不是虚幻的度过的.

过了明天, 许多人的心情就会变好; 过了明天, 许多人的烦恼就会消失; 过了明天, 许多人的脸上又会恢复了平常的样貌. 明天, 就是最后一天了. 做好最后的冲刺, 向明天去吧!

My Own Ways of Studying

2009-03-10T22:45:00.004+08:00

I know that this post did come abit too late, but I decided to share some of my studying ways with whoever who visits this blog. (I know that this post is abit too long, but just bear with it ;) )

Recently, I kept hearing about friends are working out late in the night or midnight, some even until dawn. I don't think that's the right way to go. The time between 11pm and 3pm is the time that our body and mind (or even soul? rofl) needs to rest. We should be SLEEPING during that hour. Try waking up early in the morning (around 5am), and start your studies by then. You should be able to get some better studying results. Oh yeah, and if you couldn't wake up on time, get an alarm clock or hire a friend to blast your phone ;D

Also, do not crap your head inside the books. Study for 15 minutes, then take a small break for a few minutes. Play your guitar, piano, or just look out of your window; Let your mind have time take in what you had just read, and go back for another 15 minutes. During the 15 minutes, you must have ZERO distraction. Use that time to totally focus on your book. Repeat the process and you'll find it effective in no time.

We should read and go through through what the teacher is going to teach the next day at least one time. That's the main and primary reason why we should bring our textbook home, and not just leave it in school. If you're just lazy, then flip through the book during the time that the teacher is not in the class yet. By doing this, you're able to get an idea what is going to be taught and it'll be easier to remember and recall.

Lastly, MAKE NOTES! Three type of notes. Pre-class notes, In-class notes and EXAM notes. Pre-class notes are made before the teaching period starts, mostly used to get an whole idea about the chapter. In-class notes, everyone knows how to do it. Just copy down whatever you think is important that is wrote on the blackboard. Here comes the most important part; EXAM notes. Just highlight the main points that you had prepared in your pre-class and in-class notes and copy them down. Now you have it, notes to prepare for EXAM!

So did you make it here? I'm proud of myself that I can actually write all the way here. Hope this helps ya' all.

As usual, ~~Hope uAllFaiL~~ Good luck in your exams! ;)

EXAM

2009-03-05T23:44:00.005+08:00

Been gone for more than a week, mostly because of being in a state of ~~laziness~~ abstractive mentality rejunevation.

Exam is 'round the corner, but I bet most of us just isn't ready for it yet. The exam starts this Saturday, but I didn't even get my notes photocopied from my friend yet. Now I have to suck up all of my weekend's resting and playing time into studying. Great, just great! (And obviously, I don't mean it)

Physics, Chemistry, Biology, Add Maths - four mind-breaking and soul-ripping subjects. These subjects tends to take everything from you, but too bad, we're actually resistant towards it.(It means that we're trying to be lazy ;D) Was trying to drop Biology since most of the courses that I might be interested in is totally non-relative with it, but my parents wanted me to take Biology, just in case of some
future problems. (Well, we couldn't predict the future =P)

Might be gone for another week too, to prepare for the exams. If I'm staying 'round my comp, it's going to get me banned from the room D;

~~Hope uAllFail~~ Good luck in your exams :D

无题

2009-02-26T20:57:00.003+08:00

最近有点无聊.. 上来blogspot又不知道要写什么好. 有时候开了真的想直接关掉, 因为真的是没有东西写.

考试即将来临了, 我都还没开始做什么准备呢~ 看来这次是真的死定了! 唯一的方法就只有跟朋友借笔记来复印了.. 要不然.. 不敢想象 ==

开了部落格, 才知道原来每个人都有属于自己的烦恼. 这些烦恼, 有些是很容易解决的, 有一些必须靠自己去解决, 但有一些, 却必须去靠时间来解决. (我拥有的烦恼, 可能三种都有包容在内吧 ;P )

每个人都有属于自己的生活, 也不是说随随便便就能插进一脚的. 最近, 有一个朋友invite我去读他的blog, 并且说他的这个blog只有我一个人能看到. (!?) 我想, 这个可以算是一个朋友给予另一个朋友所谓-真正的信任-吧.

对予这件事情, 我可以说我感觉到非常意外. 但是, 我可以向你保证; 你写在blog里的那些东西, 除非你自己公开, 不然就不会有第三个人知道. 这个就是我唯一能回覆他对我的信任的方法.

Between life and death,
time exists;
Between truth and lies,
nothing exists.

喜欢一个人的感觉

2009-02-21T23:59:00.004+08:00

很多人都没有谈过恋爱, 但是都应该有过喜欢一个人的经验吧. 这种感觉有时是短暂的, 有时候是长久的; 有时候是强烈的, 但有时候是微弱的.

坦白说, 我觉得我自己会很容易就对一个人有感觉, 所以每当我一开始有这种感觉时, 我就会开始避开对方 (或者想办法让对方避开我 ;D). 人, 会这么做, 也只有一个原因吧. 至少我并不奢望有人会喜欢我, 因为谁都知道, 是不可能的. 也许有人会说我花心, 也也许会有人说我不专一, 但是这些对我来说, 并不重要; 我就是这样, 没人能改变得了. 我也不需要被一些不可能的东西困扰着.

有些人会问我: 我到底有没有谈过恋爱? 如果说有, 你可能不信; 但如果说没有, 又不是真的. 说实话, 我只谈过一次恋爱, 但并不长. 我也敢说, 这场恋爱绝不是美好的回忆. 也因为这个"初恋", 令我对这种感觉完全失去信心.

在此, 我想告诉某些人:

有些人说, 只有失去才会珍惜拥有;
但我觉得, 一个人必须在失去之前就应该学会珍惜;
当你在失去之后才学会珍惜;
一切都已经太迟了.

有机会的要好好把握;
不要等到机会跑了才来后悔;
善意的谎言可以骗过一个人一段时间;
但是过后带来的伤害, 并不是你所可以想象的.

Enjoying Life: With Friends

2009-02-18T22:47:00.005+08:00

Hate to admit it but.. These monkey faces are my classmates, or more precisely, best friends. The picture was taken during Biology class, with the absence of three persons inside, including me. Hmm, where are the two other persons?

Tada! One of 'em! Yep, it's the one lying on the table :D Rumor says that he attended the "P" Level Motor License Test and skipped school for the day. (Better fetch me around once you get your license, or you'll get it =P) As for the other person, he was acting emo 'round and he decided to kept his photo and identity confidential too: Boring!

Every day spent with these guys are just plain fun, and it's nice to have them 'round: Friends that you can play with, friends that you can chat with, and most importantly, friends that you can trust. Smile, laughter, or even mental breaks reigns over you when you spend your time with them :P How long will happy times like this last? I'm not sure, but there's one thing that I can be sure of: I'm enjoying my current life; with them.

Cherish what you have currently, and don't hope for something out of your reach. Try too hard and you'll even lose what you have now.

Lastly, a few sentences that I felt like writing off:

My life and fate,
is up for me to decide, no one else can;
It's been like this,
it's now like this,
and it'll always be like this.
I'll decide how I live,
and what I do;
Not you.

佩欣=傻瓜+白木 =)

不怎么好平凡的情人节

2009-02-17T23:06:00.004+08:00

对不起..好像迟了些上新帖. 闷在家里又没什么事做, 只好来看看我这生了灰尘的部落格了.

14/2 终于过了..当天也没发生什么好事.

那天,就陪星佑去找他心爱的~~小矮人~~ 傻瓜女生. 一开始,他跟我说他没那么早到, 结果用了两块钱换好token刚开始玩枪击游戏时, 他就过来了, 结果就害到他要等我半句钟 =)

好了, 打完游戏了, 就拉他陪我去选鞋子. 看到一双不错的, 马上就选了. 哪里知道准备付账时, 发现有另一双更合我意的. 唉..算了, 钱都已经放在柜台了, 后悔也没用 ==

买好了鞋, 星佑就去找女生咯~ 到了redbox, 他又不敢sms人家叫人家出来, 在那边纠缠了差不多10分钟后, 他才肯叫人家出来. 送了礼物, 又没有东西做, 当然是到附近的网吧去打机咯! 结果哪里知道, 那边的电脑lag到像粪样, 差点要打爆那个四方格. 不止浪费了钱与时间, 还惹到了自己一肚子气.

到了晚上, 我们就去看"好人"的签唱会了. 在那边又遇到了~~小矮人~~ 傻瓜星佑喜欢的人, 而他又不敢过去跟人家讲话, 结果人家就跑了过来找他. 他们说话时的表情真的会令人笑到被抬进医院呢 =)

就这样, 一个无聊+平凡的情人节又过了.

Love

2009-02-11T22:01:00.007+08:00

This might be a commonly seen topic for everyone now. Almost everyone around me have troubles or problems with it. (To name some: qx2, Jst, pk, cl =/)

For me, I actually longed for love, and even sacrificed for it, maybe more than anyone else. But, do I get what I really want? Surely not. Thinking back in time, I did made a lot of stupid, selfish thoughts for myself. Maybe 'cuz it's always "ichi men-ed" so that I don't really understand how it feels to be indulged inside.

For some reason, I'm starting to lose interest in this commonly seen word.
それはいつも私は誰かが好きで、実際には私が好き知っていたことはない。
Maybe it's a good thing after all.

Lonely Valentine Coming Soon =/

Lunar Eclipse

2009-02-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

The moon was round, and bright. Rounder than ever, Brighter than ever. Too bad the lunar eclipse didn't came out (My friend saw the eclipse in China, but maybe it isn't visible at Malaysia)

Total.. disappointment.

华乐团会议

2009-02-09T20:41:00.003+08:00

早上醒来望着闹钟 : 8.50a.m.

...9点不是要在学校开华乐团执委会议吗? 当时我心里只有一个念头: ~~我还想继续睡~~ 糟了. (不能怪我, 我昨天4点才睡)

心不甘情不愿地从床上爬了下来(其实是被朋友踢下来), 拿了毛巾, 发现被朋友抢先一步, 厕所被霸掉了. (...算了, 回去睡觉...) 他一出来,又再拉我下床. 冲了5分钟澡, 结果到学校时已经9.30了.

站在华乐室外面时, 听到校长的声音, 完蛋了. 进到里面, 被质问了一些话, 到头来还是因为迟到被扣3分.

5个小时的会议: 糟透了.大家都只希望会议快点结束, 结果就随便的做了份简短的报告, 哪里知道被校长补充了许多东西, 反而把会议拖长了. 早上又没吃早餐, 等到2.30, 定好的午饭才送了过来. 过了今天, 我终于知道什么叫做食物的美味了. 吃了顿饭, 喝了罐臭酸的柠檬茶, 结果4:30回到家, 厕所爆炸.

听说今晚10点可以看到的月亮是73年来最圆的, 而且也有可能发生月食. 拿好相机, 准备狂拍咯!

School Days 2nd Part

2009-02-07T23:42:00.007+08:00

Altec Lansing 5:1 Surround Controller

Another camera day in school. A brand new adventure starts here :D

Aww look at here. Some class rules made specially for our class. It's just funny that our teacher can even thought about those rules. Besides, we need to pay a certain amount of "fine" for breaking the rules, different amount for different rules. (e.g: Sleeping in class takes 20cents per second. It's even more expensive than staying in a 5-star hotel!)

Wow. 帅哥! Isn't he stylish + cool :D

Huh? Intel Centrino Duo Inside?

Err.. Maybe not.

Look at the person behind. His pose was even more outstanding than the one intended!

Someone brought his laptop to school for it's "out-of-factory" maintenance + upgrading. He's lucky that I did it for free :P

Here's Today's main model : Leon |a.k.a| Muscleman! Cool! More poses please? :D

Honestly, you need to build up more muscles before trying this pose. Fail! :D

Well, that's all for today. Back to composing :P

Composing/Arranging Scores

2009-02-06T17:33:00.006+08:00

Suddenly had an urge on creating or recompose some music pieces.

Here's a few pages of a piano score that I wrote myself for some song that I found on the internet (NOTE that it is not complete yet, some parts may sound weird, and it's only half of it :P)

Song Name: Please Don't Cry
Composer : Unknown

Here's the link for the example MIDI file:
Mirror 1

More coming out soon. Stay Tuned! :D

天公诞

2009-02-03T00:50:00.008+08:00

I've updated my blog link and surprisingly you need to re-add me to the followers for the dashboard updates to work.
http://xen-krayze.blogspot.com

"启,电话!"
"哦,来了.."
"喂?"
"请问你是膺启吗? 我是永康老师."
"!?"
"我想要问你,你今天第十一节跑去了哪里?"
"哦..我跑去找老师.."
"整节跑去找老师?什么老师?"
"xx老师.."
"哦...我们礼拜三再决定如何处理你这个'缺课'的学生!"

...Shit. Now the discipline teacher wants to see me. I wonder what'll happen at Wednesday. (Great, just great! Oh well, let bygone be bygones, no use worrying about :P)

After piano class, some of my friends came over to have dinner in my house. One of them brought a brand new laptop here and intended to ~~steal~~ copy some programs from me. Of course I gave him some, but not all. (Well, with a tiny bit of "gift"? He might be surprised, or even scream like hell in JOY when he reboots his laptop back at home :P)

After kicking their asses off back their home, Me and a friend (who's staying at my home for the night) went for "fireworks hunting". We went around nearly the whole area near my house and counted how many big fireworks were shot. "Bang! RM20!" "Bang! Another RM20!" "Small Bang! Bah! That doesn't count!" (Man, acting like crazy folks around the area sure is fun :P)

And so, we dialed some of our friends and asked them a few stupid questions. "Hey fish, you saw those fireworks?!" (Poor girl, woke up from her sweet dream by an idiotic old man)

We went around the Kek Lok Si Temple too. The lights aren't very attractive, but I regret forgetting my camera at home. Bad chance :(

Okayyyyy. should stop 'round here. If not I won't be getting enough sleep for tomorrow morning's tuition :P

WISH ME LUCK ON WEDNESDAY!

Hooray for one day holiday! :D

悲惨的新年

2009-01-28T23:00:00.001+08:00

今天心情糟透了.

初二晚上时,跟一些朋友及家人出了少许的摩擦. 到了今天早上又和一些人意见不合,差点打起来.本来说下午去看戏的,哪里知道到了那边又被一些白痴放飞机,自己一个人呆在电影院里,像傻瓜一样.

晚上回到了家,又发现自己的一些Project和资料还没存档,就被我的白痴叔叔关掉了电脑,开了档案时又发现已经Corrupt掉了,三天的苦工全都塞垃圾筒了.

他妈的,今年的新年到底是出了什么鸟问题啊? 我很好欺负啊? 现在感觉很想打人 t(#_#t)

Happy CNY!

2009-01-26T01:05:00.003+08:00

It's finally CNY! Wishing everyone a happy new year and hope you all enjoy this week's holiday :D

Countdown : New Year

2009-01-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

这是我第一篇用华文写的文章..有任何差错, 请各位见谅一下.

还有一个小时,农历新年就到了..(这个星期里都没什么计划呢) 不知道为什么,下午起就开始心烦了起来,头痛也紧接着来了. 还好这时候还有一些朋友陪着我, 先谢谢他们啦!

今年的新年..其实也不怎么期待. 除了跟家人出去拜年看亲戚拿红包拍拍屁股走人, 也没其他东西做了. 最好是有朋友找我出去走走, 要不然呆在家里也是整天面对着这个四方块~ (看到这段就醒目点, 知道要怎么做了吧!)

除此之外,这个新年还要被一些事情烦着, 知道事实的人就教教我要怎么做吧 :(

让我们来准备倒数吧!

To Whom It May Concern

2009-01-25T12:41:00.002+08:00

Do you think that you're one of the best?
No you aren't.

Do you think that you're good enough order everyone here to do whatever you want?
NO you cant.

Do you think that you are better than everyone here?
NO YOU AREN'T EITHER.

Why do you always like to act so high and mighty when you're not even "qualified" to do so? Don't you understand that everyone here is just lazy to argue with you? And you're just trying to take everything as granted? Get a life.

Lastly,
FUCK OFF BITCH

Outing : Gurney Plaza

2009-01-18T22:21:00.006+08:00

Argh.. Today might be the worst day since 2009. Woke up in the morning having a slight headache, I should've just give up the idea of going out. But since I promised someone that I would bring her back home, I just forced myself -_- ( And in the end someone else fetched her home, meaning that me going there is just a waste of time and effort)

Reached there around 1:35. They already had their lunch when I met them, and I couldn't ask them to join me for lunch (YES, EMPTY STOMACH DAY! woot :D). After that, they went for karaoke (ish, something which I doesn't like too much, ~~since I'm really bad at singing~~). *Gosh, all alone again*

Oh well. I separated with them and went to a cyber-cafe nearby to meet my old mates instead. They asked me for a game, and that 1 hour made my headache worse.

Geez, going out was a bad idea.

Boring Schooldays

2009-01-15T20:07:00.004+08:00

Bahhh.. School is getting more and more boring.. So I decided to bring a camera to school and take some pictures around :D

Some are taken for fun but most are taken intentionally :D

This is our form teacher.. Man, isn't he ~~cute~~ Cool? Teaching Add Maths and didn't even notice when I took his photo HAHA
Our dearest class monitor sleeping during class.. Maybe Add Maths is too boring for him.

Some random pictures that I took while having tuition and on the way back home (Yes, I ~~wasn't paying attention to class~~ was taking a break)

Hope Mr. Kam will not hit me in the face tomorrow :D

Studies, More studies

2009-01-13T20:01:00.005+08:00

School Gathering Day, a day that some ~~idiotic~~ people might be afraid of. If you ask why, it's because of the regular uniform checkup. (Congratulations to Mr. Otto and the "chibi guy" for having their free haircut in the office :D)

Stepping into the new year, I ~~slightly~~ regret taking both SPM and UEC together. just imagine what do I have to go through for just the SPM syllabus.

Chemistry

Physics/Add Maths

Biology

And altogether,

Oh great, what would happen after adding the UEC books?

I see HELL.

1st Day of 2nd Week

2009-01-12T17:44:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's outing was boring, with just only 4 person on the go. Why the hell would the Chinese Orchestra have a performance on that day? It's the day before our dear ex-schoolmate takes his flight back to Bali (Oh well, nvm). :(

Here comes the 2nd week of schooling, and ~~I've not even started at being serious yet~~ I think I should start to concentrate on my studies (And by that, it means less games, less movies, less slacking time and more work time, oh great). ~~Really hope to have one more year though (then life wouldn't be so hectic HAHA)~~

Just glanced through the newspaper and saw that one leader of some college or university got punched in the face when he's giving a speech. Why do people resort to violence that easily? If they have something to object, they should've just stated it otherwise. Violence doesn't solve anything IMO. It's shameful to express yourself by violence.

Anyway,
Happy b'day too to another friend who's celebrating his day today :D

Worst Feeling Ever

2009-01-11T22:21:00.009+08:00

Few days ago, one of my friends experienced the worst feeling that could be felt ever : Forgotten or ignored by someone else that he would NEVER forget. I never knew that someone could be that harsh to another person.Even though my friend proactively tried to speak with her when they met, she just turned around and went away (What a nice thing to do *Sigh*).

Cheer up boy :(

New Year, New Choice

2009-01-11T21:43:00.004+08:00

After numerous thoughts, I thought I should try writing a blog too. *Yep, inspired by someone else*

First of all to start, This is my first try to blogging. (Maybe I do have some serious grammar mistakes, but I'll try on improving myself :P) Having so many ~~TROUBLING~~ events happening all over the time, I thought that writing a blog would help at expressing myself to some intended person (or unintended, if they bother to), or just to act as a record to what had happened.

I don't have anything in mind what to write now, but maybe I'll try after some time.

I think that's all for the first post. (Happy Belated b'day to someone :D)