Spluttering.

I thought that blogs are supposed to be one of the many ways to express yourselves, but I realized that I couldn't bring myself up to talk about my own thoughts, or troubles. There's always something there holding me back, telling me that I shouldn't do so.

Ever since I've lost one of my dearest family member, my grandfather; one of the only ones that I can talk and share my troubles with, I became reluctant to talk with others about my thoughts. Not long after that, I've also cut ties with one of my listener (that was my fault). A month ago, because of one stupid mistake, my only means left to express my thoughts also went boom.

Everyday, I browse through my contact list on phone and looked at every names on my messenger list; I couldn't find anyone whom I can talk to. It's just like the outside world feels so unsafe. Imagine yourself being confined in a small, dark room, without any light passing through.

Couldn't think of anything more to write. Might as well stop. sigh.

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*Who could've been that ray of light?*

SPM

It seems that I hadn't been regularly updating my blog. Any reason that I give here might ultimately end up as an excuse of just being lazy, but who cares. I'm lazy, and everyone knows it.

3rd day since SPM has started. I don't even know why I tried to take this exam as an optional choice in the first place. Well, I think only for the English 1119 exam. It's the only subject that's worth the time after all.

Exams are being held at SMK Padang Polo, girls school(might not be that bad after all). We had so much free time between exams that we could actually take a trip to Gurney Plaza to have a lunch, back and forth.

Guess I don't have that much of a thing to say anyway. This picture was taken just outside of Padang Polo. Panning technique used. Click on the photo for a larger preview.

Not sure what car is this, a Proton-omake maybe?

That's it for today. Wish me luck in my exam :)

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Just some random thoughts.

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