I thought that blogs are supposed to be one of the many ways to express yourselves, but I realized that I couldn't bring myself up to talk about my own thoughts, or troubles. There's always something there holding me back, telling me that I shouldn't do so.
Ever since I've lost one of my dearest family member, my grandfather; one of the only ones that I can talk and share my troubles with, I became reluctant to talk with others about my thoughts. Not long after that, I've also cut ties with one of my listener (that was my fault). A month ago, because of one stupid mistake, my only means left to express my thoughts also went boom.
Everyday, I browse through my contact list on phone and looked at every names on my messenger list; I couldn't find anyone whom I can talk to. It's just like the outside world feels so unsafe. Imagine yourself being confined in a small, dark room, without any light passing through.
Couldn't think of anything more to write. Might as well stop. sigh.
*Who could've been that ray of light?*
2 comments:
It's not the problem who is the one that could ignite your room. Sun is the only substance that can stand in darkness, with no fear. So why not being a Sun?? and therefore attracts other planets that surrounds?
Maybe because I only need that someone, nothing else.
Post a Comment